ellie

last night eddie told me i make him happy every single day and i am the biggest part of his life.
i do love him.

lets see, what else is new.
i love the house...we are trying to you know get used to the whole house thing.
eddie has been really helpful.

we did a roommate board game night last night.
i hate every board except clue and life.
otherwise i get mad and throw pieces.
i cant help it.
i need to win.
ellie is one of my new best friends.
alex and i have an amazing and horribly bitch blogsite.
but it is the truth and nothing but the truth.
shot at love is almost over, as ridiculous as that sounds.
school is a pleasure, i love it.
i never thought id say that.

he has a new silver lining.
and im okay with that, for the first time in 3 years, its okay.
because i have much more than just a lining.
:D
i like life, i hate the monotonous of each day..because it feels like it brings nothing new. but at the end of the week, i know what i have...and what ive learned.
each day brings something new, i just have to find it.
im hopeful.

everyone disgusts me.

ill never know anyone.
never really know them anyway.

and no one will ever really know me.


unattached from everything.