i am not sure of anything.


of what i want or what i need.


i'm slightly annoyed with how some things played out. i feel like i've lost close friends, due to decisions i chose to make. it's not like those people have even asked me what i am doing or how i feel. i feel like theyve just jumped the gun. a majority of my guy friends or whom i thought were friends. i dont know, just confusing to be ignored by them. not even told hello. i'm not sure what theyve heard to make them act like that, it's strange and i'm not a fan.

but i guess to each his own, or some shit like that.


i'll be gone soon anyway.