oh and on some kind of lighter note;

i dont read my posts before i post a new.
its funny how ive said the same thing several times.

or the same general idea played out in different words.

one thing from past blogging rants;

im assured.
im amazing.
i know.
hes teaching me to take compliments and to trust.


its been talked out, my girl manifested insecurities, are just that.
it is someones word, and im going to step out on that limb and hold tight.
for the second time in my life.
i just hope this time i dont lose my balance and break all of my bones in the fall.

i havent been settled for ive been handpicked.

its a tough thing, parental approval.
something ive struggled with my entire life.

i have to earn it, i think it may just be a losing battle.
but i will continue to strive for it.


ALL OF THIS IS USELESS JARBLE AND MINDLESS RANTING.
i'm not sorry.