it has been a relatively long time since i even thought about blogging on this thing, i take that back... i have thought about it but coming as close as typing hasnt taken place.
lots of things have changed. are changing. will change.
its not july.
i am out of the city, sinking back into the small town scenery.
school is a forty five minute drive tuesday through saturday.
it usually makes me want to slam my head the the windshield, but i am surviving.
i can never upload facebook photos into an album because it takes an entire seven days.
this is probably going to turn into useless garbage or an encrypted message.
the only things i seem to be doing right.
i finally have the boston terrier i have always dreamt of, no other dogs for me...unless someone else wants to get me a weimer reiner. i like those too.
im trying to let my nails breathe. its killing me.
its ironic how things play out and how other things cease to exist.
you dont leave enough distaste in my mouth for me to blink, keep talking shit and kissing my ass little one.
its horrible to think i stuck up for someone while their entire circle of friends said "you'll see, you wont like how she is."
god they were right. urrr dumb, hows that? i have nothing else to say about you.
i dont believe in a burnt bridge but the lies that come fumbling out of your mouth are astonishing, and leave me no choice but to light it.
anyway i miss callie more than i can imagine right now, i hate that im not there.
i love my dogs, throughout our entire beach trip i was thinking about them. in the car rides thinking about it made me so sad.. pathetic of me.
zero care.
maybe ill keep this up.
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