i talk about remembering.

i'm thinking of like a quarter sleeve. haha.

and i want this to be it.
i have so many ideas its just a matter of putting them into play.

i continously put one song on repeat.



got my hair done today. thank god.
milo will probably need surgery, which of course i will have to pay for.. just like everything else.

i have nine dollars in my account and one month of school to accomplish before i get more loan money.

i hate my life.
gotta get a job.
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running out time.
out of heart.
out of money.
out of options.
out of energy.
out of love.
out of comfort.


out of step.
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i know this isnt right, but i keep trying.
i know this will end up in disaster but i keep hoping.
keep believing.
keep wishing and waiting.

whats that saying? a square peg into a circle? i dont remember.

it doesnt feel right so it probably isnt.
but i cant stop myself.
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its been a year to date.

speaking of a year, the end of this month marks a year ive been out of my parents house.

please everyone take a look at where ive ended up.