holy blogging

running the race like a mouse in a cage getting nowhere, but I’m trying forging ahead
but if you keep real close yeah, you stay real close I will reach you. I’m down to a whisper in a daydream on a hill shut down to a whisper can you hear me still eager to please, trying to be what they need but I’m so very tired I’ve stopped trying to find any peace in my mind ‘cause it tangles the wires but if you keep real close yeah, you stay real close I will reach you. I’m down to a whisper in a daydream on a hill shut down to a whisper can you hear me can you hear me still the sound, it dies on my lips to fade away and to forget I’m down to a whisper in a daydream on a hill shut down to a whisper can you hear me, can you hear me still.


today i have really just felt like doing nothing.

nothing at all. aside from listening to every song i've forgotten.

I can't keep from opening my mouth when I get heated, I say everything I shouldn't but everything I mean. I feel so sloth like, maybe it's because I finally let myself calm down enough to sleep. I just feel slow. Maybe it's because of everything I was just informed of, it did nothing but remind me people are all the same. I am yet to be surprised.

I've got a hunger twisting my stomach into knots.

I need to lay on the beach and never wake up.