Friday, March 13, 2009

hospital visits

have become part of everyday life.


stayed up until it was light out again, not even in front of anything. I put Role Models in the dvd player around four just because I couldn't fall asleep. I get this rush of energy around two or three, it usually involves me going through old letters, pictures. anything possible. Re folding all my clothes in my drawers. Such a party girl. If being a spinster is wrong, I don't wanna be right..as of now. Anyway woke up around oneish was supposed to pick up mybrother and sister from school early....turns out they didn't even go to school. tricky kids. I have to shower and get ready so I can leave here by 5ish to spend another night at the hospital. I just want to trade places with him. My eyes are like perma swollen for crying in the car on my way home, everytime...listening to country. FML.

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